que dios prevalezca - let god prevail

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Exhausted, I crawled into bed, “Crap. I didn’t read my scriptures.” 

I prefer my cut-up scriptures, where every book is separated, to my phone but late last night an app was all I could do. I wanted to read 2 Nephi 9 but the question came, “What happens before 2 N 9?” I swiped right and in 2 Nephi 8 the fun began.

The first word, Hearken, reeled me in, every subsequent line discernible as the Holy ghost sent light to prior confusion.

Verse 1, “Hearken to me, ye that follow after righteousness” This does not mean you who are perfect, or even near perfect. It means even-if-you-can’t-but-you-wish-you-could — your best, whatever best looks like. Sometimes my best is yelling and sad and tired, but right then it’s still my best... Isaiah is talking to me, someone who wants righteousness even if I can’t always do it.

“Look [Christina,] unto the rock whence ye are hewn, and to the hole of the pit whence ye are digged.” Look where you came from! You came from the Gods, a daughter of Heavenly parents.

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Verse 2, “Look unto Abraham your father, and unto Sarah that bare you” You were born to also receive everything promised to them.

Verse 3, “For the Lord shall comfort Zion; he will comfort all her waste places; and he will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord…” It will be so hard. Life will seem insane. As much as you try to avoid them, problems will surface at every turn. But whatever part of you hungers - is sad, suffers, feels void - He will heal you, filling you with joy, light and “the voice of melody.”

I asked myself How?! How can He do it when my current “voice of melody'' echoes Godzilla shredding New York City?! 

Verse 4, “Hearken unto me, my people; and give ear unto me,” Listen to me, hear me. I will tell you how. President Nelson’s words ring through my head daily, “You won’t find this process spelled out in any manual. The Holy Ghost will be your personal tutor as you seek to understand what the Lord would have you know and do.” As slow as waiting on the Lord feels, and as fast as I want the hard stuff to end, once again the answer must be the small, quiet, seemingly insignificant promptings that tell me how to find His comforting, healing hands, His infinite priesthood power to wait out every affliction.

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Verse 5, “My righteousness is near;” I am coming; it is soon. “My salvation is gone forth,” Missionaries and members tell all who want to hear: Jesus heals and helps everyone by their faith unto repentance. 

Faith unto repentance is the answer to every ailment on the planet (a misunderstanding of Jesus Christ, faith and repentance, can make this a tricky idea for some, but it is so beautiful when understood...)

The Savior says everywhere:

“...he commanded them that they should preach nothing save it were repentance and faith on the Lord, who had redeemed His people.” 

“Preach nought but repentance,”

“Say nothing but repentance unto this generation”

These are only three examples; He says this everywhere because…

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Repentance is not about works, it’s about hearts! Jesus heals hearts as we repent (and not the nails-on-the-chalkboard type of repentance we have been taught in error.)

In teaching, “Let God Prevail” President Nelson is “[saying] nothing but repentance unto this generation”!

“I hate this. It’s too hard and hurts too much. Nevertheless, not my will, but thine be done.” Let God prevail.

“I’m sad and angry and frustrated with everything, but still let God prevail.”

“Everything that could go wrong went wrong. I’m sad and hurt and have nowhere to turn, nevertheless, thy will be done.” Let God prevail.

That is faith; that is repentance, especially in the midst of our own Gethsemanes. Those words and attitude invite the Holy Ghost who fills us with priesthood power to endure whatever is asked of us, and then finally reach our full potential. No amount of changing someone else can do what Jesus Christ will do for me - and every one of His children - through faith unto repentance.

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We gather scattered Israel (the scattered parts of me, the scattered parts of my family, the scattered parts of the world) by “[saying] nothing but repentance unto this generation”. Let God prevail.

Let = to cause to: make

God = Father, Son, Holy Ghost

Prevail = To be greater in strength or influence; triumph. To be most common or frequent; be predominant. To be in force, use, or effect

“...it behooved Christ to suffer, and to rise from the dead the third day...that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name…” (Luke 24:47)

I am why He lived, why He died, why He lives again. And everything He has in store for me, near and far, comes through my faith unto repentance.

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Anoche, agotada, finalmente me metí en la cama, “Aye caramba, todavía no leí mis Escrituras ".

Estoy escribiendo ahora un libro, entonces pensé leer 2 Nefi 9. Cuando lo abrí, surgió la pregunta: "¿Qué sucede antes de 2 N 9?" Deslicé a la derecha. En 2 Nefi 8 comenzó la diversión.

Las primeras palabras, Ponga atención, tenía una referencia. Abrí a Isaías 51, cada línea clara como el cristal mientras el Espíritu Santo enseñaba lo que no había visto antes.

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Versículo 1, “Oídme, los que seguís la justicia”. No significa perfecto, ni siquiera casi perfecto. Significa un deseo de vivir lo mejor que puedas, aunque a veces lo mejor que pueda yo es gritar, llorar y estar siempre cansada, pero en ese momento sigue siendo mi mejor. Entonces, Isaías me está hablando, alguien que quiero justicia, incluso si no siempre puedo hacerlo.

"Mira [Christina] a la roca de la que fuiste talado, y al hoyo del pozo de donde fuiste excavado". Cuando Isaías habla, trato de no imaginarme lo que dice. ¡Mira de dónde vienes! Viniste de los Dioses, una hija de padres celestiales.

Versículo 2, “Mira a Abraham tu padre, ya Sara que te dio a luz” Tú también naciste para recibir todo lo que se les prometió.

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Versículo 3, “Porque el Señor consolará a Sion; consolará todos sus lugares desolados; y convertirá su desierto en Edén, y su desierto en huerto del Señor ... ”Será muy difícil. La vida parecerá una locura y los problemas surgirán a cada paso. Pero cualquier parte de ti que tenga hambre, esté triste, sufra, se sienta vacía, Él te sanará, te llenará de alegría, luz y “la voz de la melodía”. Me pregunté: “¡¿Cómo?! ¿Cómo puede hacerlo cuando mi actual "voz de melodía" suena idéntica a Godzilla destrozando la ciudad de Nueva York?

Verso 4, “Escuchadme, pueblo mío; y escúchame, ”Escúchame, escúchame. Te diré como. Las palabras del presidente Nelson resuenan en mi cabeza todos los días: “No encontrará este proceso detallado en ningún manual. El Espíritu Santo será su tutor personal a medida que busque comprender lo que el Señor quiere que sepa y haga ”. Tan lento como siente esperar en el Señor, la respuesta otra vez son las impresiones pequeñas, silenciosas y aparentemente insignificantes son cómo encuentro Sus manos reconfortantes y sanadoras, Su poder infinito del sacerdocio.

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Versículo 5, "Cerca está mi justicia"; Vengo; es pronto. “Mi salvación ha salido”, dicen los misioneros y los miembros a todos los que quieren escuchar: Jesús sana y ayuda a todos a través de su fe al arrepentimiento.

La fe para el arrepentimiento es la respuesta a todas las dolencias del planeta (un malentendido de Jesucristo, la fe y el arrepentimiento, hace que esta sea una idea engañosa para algunos, pero es tan hermosa cuando se entiende ...) El Salvador dice, en todas partes de las Escrituras:

"... les mandó que no predicaran nada, salvo el arrepentimiento y la fe en el Señor, que había redimido a su pueblo".

"No prediques más que el arrepentimiento"

"No digas nada más que arrepentimiento a esta generación"

Estos son solo tres ejemplos; ¡Dice esto en todas partes!

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¡El arrepentimiento no se trata de obras, se trata de corazones! Jesús sana los corazones a medida que nos arrepentimos (no el tipo de arrepentimiento de clavos en la pizarra que nos han enseñado en error ...)

Al enseñar, “Que Dios prevalezca”, el presidente Nelson estaba “[diciendo] nada más que arrepentimiento a esta generación”.

"Odio esto. Es demasiado duro y duele demasiado. Sin embargo, no se haga mi voluntad, sino la tuya ”. Deja que Dios prevalezca.

"Estoy triste, enojado y frustrado con todo, pero todavía dejo que Dios prevalezca".

“Todo lo que podía salir mal salió mal. Estoy triste y herido y no tengo adónde ir, sin embargo, no se haga mi voluntad sino la tuya ". Deja que Dios prevalezca.

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Eso es fe, eso es arrepentimiento. Esas palabras, esa actitud, invitan al Espíritu Santo que nos llena con el poder del sacerdocio, el poder de Dios, para que alcancemos nuestro máximo potencial. Por mucho que intente cambiar a otro, no puede hacer lo que Jesucristo hará por mí, y por cada uno de sus hijos, mediante la fe al arrepentimiento. La esperanza del mundo de acabar con el racismo - todas las formas de prejuicio - vendrá de la fe al arrepentimiento; pero si nadie más en el mundo cambia, debido al albedrío, Jesucristo y la fe para el arrepentimiento, todavía puedo llegar a ser exactamente quien nací para ser y hacer lo que solo yo puedo hacer.

Reunimos al Israel esparcido (las partes esparcidas adentro de mí, las partes esparcidas de mi familia, las partes esparcidas del resto del mundo) al “[decir] nada más que arrepentimiento a esta generación”: Que Dios prevalezca.

Dios = Padre, Hijo, Espíritu Santo

Prevalecer = Ser mayor en fuerza o influencia; triunfo. Ser más común o frecuente; ser predominante

Estar en vigor, uso o efecto

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"... convenía a Cristo sufrir y resucitar de los muertos al tercer día ... que se predicase en su nombre el arrepentimiento y la remisión de pecados ..." (Lucas 24:47)

Soy la razón por la que vivió, la razón por la que murió y la razón por la que vive de nuevo. Y todo lo que tiene reservado para mí, ahorita y en el futuro, viene a través de mi fe al arrepentimiento.

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my pool of bethesda

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I am crazy for this blog of mine! It has evolved into a series of open letters to my powerful girls. This space will forever be for my heart, and all are welcome.

Today’s letter is addressed to both of my babies.

AnnieKate!

While you were sleeping I had a powerful experience reading a story in John, and I could hardly wait to share.

One day Jesus found himself beside the pool of Bethesda. Many congregated here because they believed it possessed healing qualities — when the water bubbled, whoever was first in the pool was healed!

Jesus addressed a man who had been unable to walk for 38 years! I imagine the man spent much of his time watching everyone else be healed. Jesus asked him, “Wilt thou be made whole?”

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The man, not recognizing the Savior, answered, “Sir, I have no man, when the water is troubled, to put me into the pool: but while I am coming, another steppeth down before me.”

Lights seemed to turn on in my head and their short conversation struck me! This interaction became a lesson on Introspection, Trust, No More Excuses, and always, Faith in Christ.

The man told himself: “I would be made whole, but I can’t.” In other words: I can't walk. I move slowly. Everyone beats me. I've already tried it and when I try I fail. I have made multiple attempts and they did not work.”

Without hesitation Christ says, “Rise, take up thy bed, and walk.”

The man packed up his bed and walked away! But was he free of every problem every day after?! Nope! Was he "whole" right away?! Nope!

But he could walk!

My lesson from the pool of Bethesda was: no excuses; keep a steady closeness to the Savior, no matter how weak, unfit or unable I feel. He will do the rest.

Girls, in your attempts to “dream big and after you’ve done that dream bigger,” will you kick perfectionism and quick results to the curb?!

In seeking Him who makes you whole, your first miracle might be “getting your legs back.” But others will follow! You may witness one at a time, but over the course of your life - miracle by miracle - He will enlighten your mind and soften your heart, helping you become exactly who you were born to be. And He will do it because He loves you, because He is perfect.

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Sometimes our invitations to “be made whole,” come via another’s voice, and they can be hard to recognize. Your mind might play tricks on you and say, "Well, actually there's this thing I have...it’s hard...and that thing...then this other thing happens...and no one is helping me.... But, yes! When I clear this all up then I will come and ‘be made whole!’"

If you will instead say,

"Yes, I’ll choose faith to be made whole. I will take the smallest possible step toward healing. And when I try and it doesn't seem to work I'm going to try again! And no matter how many times I fall I will not stay there! I know the Savior’s way fills me with happiness that spans the eternities, so I'm going to keep trying so He can mold me into exactly who I want to become,"

you will never be wrong.

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It does not matter how many detours you take, how many times you slip up or fall down,

it is in your turning toward Him, again and again and again, that He makes you whole.

That is saving grace.

One word of caution: beware the differences between shame and guilt! Guilt feels like: I made a mistake but when I say “I’m sorry” I am filled with confidence, unity, happiness — I am healed. Shame feels like: I am bad. I have made too many mistakes, there is no going back. I am not worthy of love, blessings or forgiveness.

Shame lies. And shame never comes from God.

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For now you live in an imperfect world and you will lose your footing. When that happens, hear Christ at the Pool of Bethesda saying to you, “Annie/Kate, Rise, take up thy bed and walk.” He is always helping you, one miracle at a time, even when you don’t see them right away — Bethesda does mean house of mercy or house of grace after all.

Never give up on yourself, your faith, your God. He knows exactly how you feel, all of the time, and He will pick you up as many times as you need.

I love you with all of me.

He loves you always.

Mama

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